'One day, a small opening appeared on a cocoon; a man sat and watched for the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hola. Then it seems to stop making any progress. it appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could not go any further. So the man decided to help the butterfly; he took a pair of scissors and opened the cocoon.

The butterfly emerged easily. But it has a withered body; it was tiny and shrivelled wings. The man continued to watch because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would open, enlarge and expand, to be able to support the butterfly's body, and become firm. Neither happened!

In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a withered body and shrivelled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man, in his kindness and his goodwill did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening, were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings, so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon. Sometimes, struggles are exactly what we need in our life.

If God allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as we could have been. Never been able to fly.

I asked for strength...
And God gave me difficulties to make me strong.
I asked for wisdom...
And God gave me Problems to solve.
I asked for Courage...
And God gave me obstacles to overcome.
I asked for Love...
And God gave me troubled people to help.

I asked for properity...
And God gave me a Brain and Brawn to work.
I asked for Favours...
And God gave me Opportunities.
'I received nothing I wanted...
But I received everthing I needed.'

Live life without fear, confront all obstacles and believe you can overcome.

7th July 2010..malam dinner kitorg :) It was the most awaited event after final exam..sbb mlm tu sume org pkai baju glemer2 n bergemerlapan. As for me, my outfit baru je dibeli one day before the dinner. Mmg tension cari baju, at first nk bali baju gown panjang..kasik nmpak ayu gitu..tapi my best buddy (cik yam)terjumpa satu baju yg die kate cuteee sgt. when i tried it on, she said..mmg sesuai untuk kau!!so xleh nk kate ape dah la..tema gadis ayu dah bertukar jadi tema barbie doll..wakakaka. credits to you yam, mmg malam tu rmai giler kate baju tu cun.tmbah2 lagi main keybod kat depan tuh..cewwahhh. here are some snap of me during dat gala nite.

Hello n slamat kmbali..!! Its been nearly 2 weeks since my final mbbs professional exam, n a life as a doctor (ngeh..ngeh..xde patient lagi nih). Anyway, life has been going as usual..nothing special until today, the routine is wakeup early morning for subuh prayer, then cari breakfast n sambung tidur :)..exception: leh tidur smpai pukul braper2 pun..xyah study dah.yeaayyyy! anyway ni just for few days je kot.. cause i remember our beloved dean kulliyyah of medicine advice.. during the holiday, try to impress your parents. tapi ape yg perlu dilakukan..?? im not sure, maybe kemas rumah n masak..nway, i decided dat my first patient wud be my two hamsters (pow n girl). everyday i'll juz observe them..n saje x nk bg dorg makan..nak tgk bp byk berat bdn turun n then bg makan byk2..tgk relationship between body weight n activity level (which include exercise with the wheel and sexual activity)..hahaa..bab tuh yg agak sukar tuh..cause hamsters juz dont have specific time for 'the' activity. evertime i heard a squeek, i wud quickly catch a glimpse on wat was happenin. but unfortunately dah hampir 3 bulan, but still xde hasil..i dont know which one yg mandul,nak bg makan ape supaye lebih subur pun xtau..:P

i took this test today..doesnt know what it meant (or suppose to mean) and a bit scared here duh..paranoid..

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Dependent Personality Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

hoho..da lame x tulis kat sini (surf internet even). tapi surf2 je trus tgk frenster tadi. ape dah jadi dgn frenster? kaler ijau kuning la plak..fancy2 plak tuhh.auuww.. n yaks..haha..pastu tgk kat people who viewed me,alih2 rmai wanita sexy yg x dikenali view page aku. ape kes dorg nih?? nyampah je aku diwatnye adelaa..rase cam nk ckp je kat dorg,heeyy ya'll smelly stinky dude,go n find a life lahh..no need to bz body see my page.okayyy..adios n gudbye

Minggu before exam ari tu ade spotcek la plak kat mahallat..menyampah sungguh!
Aku risau giler yg dorang rampas keybod kesayangan,sbb keybod tu gune elektrik,pastu aku x register tok dapatkan sticker. My reason was: Bendalah tu x tersenarai dalam barang2 yg kene register. Balik2 je dari hospital, aku tengok keybod tu still ade (alhamdulillah..). Tapi dorg mcm nak tunjuk power la.sbb dorg bia je tebukak keybod aku tuh.Konon2 nak bg signature 'We were here'..Pooorrahhhh.Tak takut pun..kalau ko rampas keybod aku, aku rampas balik dari ofis. Ngehehe. Oh ye, ni posing istemewa dengan guitar adik pai aka 'hero remaja'. Kalau dpt jamming same best nihh~

Hari ni hari kakak aku blanje aku sluar jeans Levis yg telah lame menjadi idaman hatiku.Lokasi pembelian ialah subang parade (seperti biase tempat shopping kitorang). Sebenanye semue slua yang aku try smua pun aku berkenan. Bak kate brader kat tempat kedai tuh bile tengok aku test slua2 yg die kasi " Woww..cantik menarik tertarik.This is just for you" Untuk menyelesaikan masalah ini, saye cadangkan awak membeli kedue2 nye sekali."Poyo giler brader tuh..haha..Itu belum denga care die describe kaki aku nak mengatekan betape masuknye aku gan slua jeans tuh.Haha..ape2 pun, credits to you, bro. Ko telah berjaye melenyapkan duit kakak aku sebanyak rm226.Haha..